Why Highly Sensitive People Often Suffer Trying to Stay Perfectly Balanced & How to Find a Natural Rhythm Instead

 By the end of this episode, you’ll understand why highly sensitive people often suffer trying to stay perfectly balanced all the time, and what begins to change when you start building life around a more natural rhythm instead. In this episode, you’ll discover why highly sensitive people often struggle with the pressure to stay emotionally and mentally even all the time, how deep processing naturally creates a need for cycles of output and recovery, and what becomes possible when you stop treating fluctuation like failure and begin respecting your nervous system’s natural rhythm instead.

This is an edition of Breakthrough Mondays, where I share success stories and helpful insights for highly sensitive people on the path towards inner freedom. Have you ever noticed how your energy and your emotions and your interests fluctuate from day to day or from week to week or from season to season?

For example, one day you may be feeling productive, you may be accomplishing a lot, you may be in the zone, and the next day you’re feeling overstimulated and you don’t wanna do anything. Or one day you’re feeling grounded and just feeling yeah, you’re really connected with yourself and in touch with the world around you, and the next day you’re feeling like you need quiet.

Or maybe you’re emotionally clear for a while. It goes on for months, and you’re just in this really clear space. And then something changes and for a longer time you’re feeling emotionally heavier. Or sometimes you’re feeling more socially available, at other times you’re not. So these cycles can be daily cycles, they can be hourly cycles, they can be weekly or monthly or over years.

These cycles are a part of life, and we often forget about that. Instead of seeing them as natural, many highly sensitive people immediately begin judging themselves. “Hey, what happened to me? I was doing great yesterday. Why can’t I stay consistent? I was doing so well.” I had that actually just over the last couple days.

The– Yesterday morning I woke up feeling like, “Oh, my gosh, I’ve rested better than I have in months.” I just felt so good, and I had a really strong day as a result of it, and I was really feeling great. And then today I woke up and, yeah, I slept okay, but I don’t feel that same energy. I don’t feel that same connection.

And, yeah, it’s good enough. I can still do my job, all of that, but it’s not that amazing feeling that was there yesterday. So what can happen is it’s so easy to judge myself as “Okay I did something wrong. I need to change that,” instead of looking at what’s really going on. Many highly sensitive people quietly carry a pressure to remain balanced, like, all the time.

That’s the ideal, right? Stay steady. Be emotionally regulated. Be productive on command. Be mentally clear all the time. And then when their energy or emotional capacity fluctuates, as it always does, they interpret it as a failure But maybe the problem isn’t that highly sensitive people fluctuate. Maybe the problem is expecting a nervous system to function like a machine instead of something that is alive Life naturally works in rhythms.

For example, breathing works through inhaling and exhaling. The heart works through contraction and release. Nature works through seasons and cycles and tides. But many highly sensitive people unconsciously expect themselves to stay in a constant psychological inhale all the time, always feeling like you’re in the productive mode, always in the available mode, always in the emotionally steady place, engaged, functioning at the same level continuously.

And eventually, the nervous system pushes back because cycles are natural and so this is an important comparison to how the natural world works, and we are a part of that natural world. So why would we expect ourselves to be any different? Problem is modern culture idealizes consistency. If you think about it, probably goes back to the Industrial Revolution, where everything was starting to be optimized.

Who cares about cycles of day and night? We’re gonna work them twenty four/seven. And who cares about people’s moods or anything? It’s just, let’s get the job done. And so modern culture has consistently idealized this consistency and has built machines to do the work consistently so that these ideals just get pushed higher and higher.

So our culture tends to reward steady output. It rewards being responsive all the time, always available. It re- rewards productivity. It rewards reliability. And it rewards constant availability. So the ideal person is imagined as emotionally even all the time. I don’t worry about my emotions. I just go to work, do my job, come home.

It’s like being a robot, and that is the ideal that our culture tends to put above us, and then we buy into that. Someone who’s always productive, someone’s– who’s unaffected by fluctuation, and it’s not realistic So we as HSPs, we internalize this. We take this and make it our own, and we start to actually believe that good functioning equals constant functioning.

And so we just think we have to be on all the time. We think that being healthy means that we’re always regulated, we’re always in balance. And so whenever we notice these fluctuations of health, of emotion, of energy, we start thinking, “Oh my God, there’s something wrong with me.” We think that success equals consistency, and so we start thinking that we’re a failure if we can’t maintain consistency through all times.

And so natural variation starts to feel unsafe, and so we avoid it, we suppress it, we try to make it not happen So for example, at work, some days you may be able to have really deep focus, you may be able to have creative flow and strong productivity. But other days you may find yourself at work faced with the same job, but you’re in a state of overstimulation or a state of mental fatigue or a state of emotional heaviness.

And this second state gets judged as not as good. We should be in deep focus. We shouldn’t be in overstimulation. We should be in creative flow. We shouldn’t be in mental fatigue or heaviness. Same thing with social life. Sometimes connection feels energizing and sometimes solitude feels necessary. But many HSPs interpret the need for retreat as antisocial or weak or inconsistent.

“I’m not a good friend ’cause I don’t keep up with people. I’m not out there all the time.” Same thing with emotional capacity. Sometimes we feel emotionally spacious and resilient and grounded, and other times we feel more reactive and more affected and more tender. I notice this over months usually. It’s something– I’m going through something and then for a month or two there’s just a little bit of a low grade reactivity there, a little more tenderness there, and I tend to judge it.

I think, “Oh my gosh, there’s something wrong with me. I need to get back to that spacious, resilient place.” But again, this is interpreted as failure instead of the natural fluctuation. I had some kind of experience it, experience, and my system is processing that and it may take hours, it may take weeks or months to process something So the fluctuation itself often isn’t the biggest source of suffering.

It’s the judgment that we have about the fluctuation that causes our suffering Highly sensitive people are naturally s– we naturally process things deeply. We process stimulation deeply, emotions deeply, and any experience that comes our way deeply. As a result, we get more accumulation because of this, and more integration is required and more recovery is required.

So it’s built into being highly sensitive that we are going to go through more peaks and valleys than others because we do things deeply. We experience things in a way that it requires us to… We give our all, and then we need our time to recover from that. Can’t be going on like that in a sustained way.

So this sets us up naturally for having more of these cycles. Of course, everyone has these, but I think they’re a little bit more, and the need for that is more for highly sensitive people. So our systems naturally will function rhythmically, where we engage and then we retreat, where we have output and then we have recovery, where we have stimulation and then we have quiet, then where we have connection and then when we need solitude, when we start to express and then when we need to integrate what we’ve w- our experience.

This is not dysfunction, and it’s so easy to judge, especially in the background of this cultural view. This is not dysfunction. This is rhythm So for example, after social events or after conflict, many highly sensitive people need some space. They need some quiet. After caregiving, we need some space. We need some downtime.

After teaching, we need time to just relax and not be thinking about the next thing to do. This is natural, and if we don’t honor that, then we just push ourselves further and further towards burnout and towards overwhelm. Deep processing doesn’t stop when the experience ends. The nervous system continues integrating afterwards.

That’s why transition time matters so much for highly sensitive people. You can’t just have one thing after another as a highly sensitive person because each thing leaves a little residue, and each of those pieces of residue need to be processed. And it happens underneath.

It happens automatically. Of course, there’s tools to accelerate that from time to time when it’s needed, but we naturally will process our experiences if we’re given the time. And so this is a call to start looking at how you’re approaching life and giving yourself space for these transitions to happen, for this integration after experiences so that you can come back to a baseline before you begin again with some kind of activity that will be engaging you So for example, you could have some days where you have deeper work days followed by other days that are quieter.

I recently did this where I work on my podcasts on Wednesdays, and I create three podcast episodes in one day, and I just focus on that. And that requires a lot of attention, a lot of thinking, a lot of depth of processing. And so afterwards, on Mondays and Tuesdays and Thursdays and Fridays, I have a couple days where I’m engaging with clients, which of course is also engaging, but it’s a different kind of engagement.

And it, for me, it feels lighter. It feels something that I already know how to do. I’m comfortable with it, and a part of me can be relaxing even while working Or you may notice, for example, with exercise that you need a certain rhythm with that. You can’t exercise every day the same, otherwise you’ll burn out.

Your muscles will burn out. And I even find I usually exercise every other day, and when there are certain days when I don’t have the energy even to exercise. So I allow that. I don’t have to do it perfectly. I’m not a machine. And this allows me to do as good a job as I can with exercise, but not get perfectionistic about it and allow myself to pay attention to the actual need of my body.

What business do I have pushing myself beyond my actual energy level when I know that it’s not actually balanced? So many HSPs are actually capable of intense engagement. We tend to forget this. We tend to think we’re weak. We tend to think we’re unable to handle very much. But I can tell you from personal experience and from working with HSPs for a long time that we are very capable of handling intense situations.

We’re in- capable of handling complex situations. And so we’re the kind of people that, that people want to have around, to have to do jobs. The only problem is that we can’t maintain that forever. The problem is not intensity, not our ability to handle intensity. It’s that we often don’t build recovery into the system so that there’s a natural rhythm.

We can go all out, and then we can just stop. And then when we’ve recovered, we can go all out again. And there’s a lot of joy in this. So it doesn’t have to be this perfectly even-keeled balanced life that is consistent, but not actually in keeping with our own natures

So instead of how do I stay perfectly balanced all the time, the question becomes what rhythm does my nervous system naturally need? This is huge. What rhythm do I need? And rhythm might look like buffers between activities. It might look like quieter mornings before going out into the world. It might look like alternating output and recovery on a daily basis, on a weekly basis, on a seasonal basis.

I now take a one-week vacation every s- every two months. I build that in. And so that is my chance of, on a larger scale, of getting a little more recovery after a certain amount of work. It could also mean transition time after stimulation or just more realistic pacing or periods of retreat after intensity.

And these things allow for emotional integration and physical rest

So you stop treating fluctuation like proof that something’s wrong, and you begin seeing that this is just a changing capacity. There’s always a change and always an emotional a change that you can adjust to. And so if you’re open to it, you can start going with the flow and paying attention to your own natural rhythms instead of trying to overlay some kind of artificial rhythm of what we think it should be balanced.

This is starting to be more human again instead of trying to emulate some kind of machine-like culture. Many highly sensitive people stop trusting themselves because they spent years overriding their natural sy- signals. And so respecting rhythms means listening earlier, adjusting sooner, and reducing self-attack internally for doing the things that we need to do to take care of ourselves The idea of perfect balance can become holding yourself in place artificially.

If you have this idea that perfect balance is what I need, then you end up being artificially balanced, but that’s not balance. Rhythm allows movement, allows freedom, and that’s where you’ll actually find the experience of balance to be much more available. You may not need to become better at staying perfectly balanced.

You may need to become more honest about rhythm So this is not inconsistency. It’s a highly system– highly sensitive nervous system moving naturally through cycles of engagement and processing and recovery. So the feeling I’m left with today is that it’s easy to idealize evenness and to get out of touch with how we’re actually built as highly sensitive people and as human beings.

We are built to dive deeply as highly sensitive people, then to reach our max, and then to come and find recovery. We’re not built to be constant, in a state of constant perfect balance. In this episode, we looked at why highly sensitive people often struggle with the pressure to stay emotionally and mentally even all the time, and that’s because of this idealization.

We think that’s the way we should be. We think that health means perfectly… It means inhaling all the time and not exhaling We also looked at how processing naturally creates a need for cycles, and this depth of processing, especially for highly sensitive people, creates a natural ebb and flow, a natural depth, and then a natural need for recovery.

Time for output and a time for rest. And then

finally, we looked at what becomes possible when you stop treating fluctuation like failure and begin respecting your nervous system’s natural rhythm instead. What happens is you can hold that fluctuation loosely. You can start going with the flow of that, and you can build a life around it instead of trying to fit your fluctuating life into this constraining box, which is not natural for it.

Of course, there’s a give and take. There’s a balance in all of this. But I think in general, our balance tends to be far too much into constraining ourselves rather than into allowing ourselves to be who we naturally are. So thanks for listening. It’s always great to explore with you. This program comes out three times a week on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays.

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